Hurt.

原來生活是這樣.
昨天,我還在安慰別人,今天,就需要安慰了.
原來被背叛的感覺是這樣.或許也談不上這么嚴重.
但是又是到最終感覺自己像個傻子一樣被耍了一圈.
我很珍惜你, 我很在意你. 可是我得到的有什麽呢?
或許我只是個局外人,但我想要我起碼的自尊.


我好難過, 我真的很難過.......
因為我不曾相信哪些誰誰誰, 我只相信極少部分的人.
是我認準了的人,
可續這次,我才發現, 我認錯了你!


何必說我恨你呢, 因為即使如此, 我仍想去信任你.
哪怕被欺騙, 哪怕只是局外人.
如果你繼續把我當傻子, 那么我也無所謂了吧............



I wanna sleep..... just sleep...
I'm tired ,, sad...

Happy,~ Sunny day,~

我应该说,你算是有本事,能够使我如此垂头丧气也好,欣喜若狂也好。
我从来以自己为中心,已经好久没有人能这样牵动我的心情了!
但是,那些不属于我的,或者也只是暂时不属于我的东西,面对些什么时,我总是会自行退缩。 为什么不能相信自己一次?
那面容打第一次看见就感觉好熟,但是确实也说不出来。 从昨天我终于明白了!
还有从的士上下车的时候,不自觉的哼起一首不知道什么歌的调调,确实只是对这种调调有印象,但是确一直不到是确实有这种歌或者到底是什么歌曲呢? 一直在网上找, 确偏偏从你那找到了答案。 我只觉得很奇迹, 也许是巧合。 也许巧合是好, 是许是个错误, 会使我步入歧途。 但是我确有一种想跳入深渊的冲动!
看不懂的没关系,因为我想说些什么给朋友听,但是也不想让别人知道我内心藏的秘密。 但是,请相信Yusuke, 我再也不想像原来那么软弱,总是逃避,退缩。
我感觉是干劲十足了呢! 无论在什么方面上! 也可能在这过程中我会改变心意。 但是,我会让你后悔的! 我会让所有人后悔的!

今天收获很多, 虽然是个很纠结的一天。 外景弄了一天啊! 99的图马上就可以送了。因为过2天就要去军训,暂时告别武汉TOT. 所以图图也要尽快赶出来! 热死加被蚊子咬死!但是和小狐一起很开心!
一骑的片片太太- - ! 今天差点走光,那裙子我已经弄的极限短了! 还有胸也极限垫了!啊啊!~~~ 世界啊! 很X很XX。~~
至于送出去的图是什么角色呢? 慢慢猜吧,嘿嘿~ 不久就会看见了!

>>> 心言吾 /

即使我们都有"猛志逸四海,骞翮思远翥。"的大志, 然
而, 越把志气存的那么高远,似乎越觉得我们的理想志气变得飘渺而遥远. 我的意思, 不
是说不要自己心有大志. 只是说, 感觉得茫然彷徨时,我们是否应该在人生征程的山间停
驻下来去仔细思忖片刻呢? 现在不是春意昂然的季节,但我却突然怀念其春天细细的缠绵
的雨滴来. 我讨厌燥热带来的不安与亢奋, 似乎是一种即将垂落深渊谷底之前的衬托罢
了. 只有在春雨的季节中, 才是我理想的宁静的季节.


说了这么多, 其实只不过是想逃避了吗? 不,我从来
不想逃避什么. 只不过面对些什么是承受不起罢了, 但是最终不都得承受下来了吗? 我
理想的那个坚强的风范, 为什么在面对风雨的时候显得如此愚弱? 即使已是风平浪静,
可仍有残有余悸, 久久不可挥去. 即使身边的伙伴越来越多, 我心存感动的感受到了那
么多温暖. 可为什么当只有我一个人时,我又会开始胡乱的回忆, 自找的悲哀?


我承认我是个容易悲观的人, 但是我一直只把自己的笑
容给别人看. 所以说, 我已经学会自我勉励了. 只不过, 需要时间去修复的一些东西,
欲速则不达的. 我知道夏天将要离开了, 秋天降至. 就让所有的烦绪随风而去吧.... 那
些丑陋的, 不管是无心或是有心. 你终究会后悔的.....


而我,只是想做一直鸟儿偶尔吟唱下自己的思绪. 吟唱完
了, 又将是可爱的明天, 和面容。

the songs

Haha,I found a song that I really love! Yeah, my blog has the music.
Kelly Clarkson -.Hoho,this mv is really great,too.
But about the name , why they are hazel eyes? Why it isn't blue eye?
Haha,I don't know. Emmm, I love it !!!.
Yesterday,I and my sister Kimini, and aunt go to mlx together,And sang songs.
I realized I need to learn more songs. A lot of songs I sang are English.
Oh, my sister is a sing learner.And my aunt is a English teacher, They both sing very= =
But, but, I like singing songs ,too. Now I try to learn more songs.
I found this song I really like!
MV ,....

happy happy

How to say my latest life, My dear brother came to Wuhan from Shenzhen.
Yeah, And my Dear sister Kimini's goliday will come soon.
So these days I'll go to her home and live there for some days.
I'm really happy about this.
Oh,Oh, I konw some friends tell me that they hate my blog because there are too many English.
Sorry, I'll still write English , I like it, HahHah,
Can you tell me some beautiful English songs? I stay at home everyday,and feel so boring.
Or some English movies? I read 4 English book.
But now I don't wanna read any book. I don't know either.
And I just wanna go to Milexing to sing with with sister and friends.
But I still wait for her.Maybe we will go there tomorrow? the day after tomorrow?
OhOh, I need to find something to do.
Summer vacation is really long, and short. I'll use it in a good way.
But what can I do now? AhaAha, This goddamn waiting!
My aunt talk with me everyday when she came to Wuhan.
And I told her something about lose weight. Hahaha,~
Everyone should Keep fit. But these are not important things.
She told me life is different.I really really know. But I feel warm.
My relatives,my friends, my classmates give me lots of love and support I forever.
I thanked. I will remember these love.
They will make me strong!
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Author:Yusuke
● about me ●
Yeah, I'm a mystery girl.-V-
●My Dearest●
My parents, and all my friends!
●Favorite stars●
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Vanessa Flame W-inds
●Favorite art●
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And so on

生日:11月8日
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个人最爱——
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<推理之绊>卡诺恩.席尔贝鲁特
<生化危机> 艾丽丝

热爱御姐! 女王!


once in a lifetime
means there's no second chance
so i believe that you and me
should grab it while we can
make it last forever
and never give it back
it's our turn
and i'm loving where we're at
because this moment's really all we have

☆★ 计划 ★☆
<一骑当千>
刘备 玄德

<隐之王>
清水 雷鸣


T-wing key

<家庭教师REBORN>
~~!保密!~~

<叛逆的鲁鲁修>
红月卡莲

<命运守护夜>




最想出的东西……
<生化危机> 艾丽丝
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



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